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!!!!!!PLEASE HELP ME!!!!!!
| Mon, 04-25-2005 - 10:31pm |
Read carefully and pay attention. OK my names Alison I’m 19. Jess is 19 Brandon and Tommy are twin 17 year olds. Adam is 18. And we all work together.
For the last 2 years everything I’ve ever done has revolved around Jesse. We’ve been friends since we met and things were great until he found out how much I liked him. Things happened and we grew apart. We still aren’t the same but we did talk more. Last week I wrote him a letter as follows .....We’ve been friends for some time now. Remember last year how somebody told you that I had a crush on you. Well yah I still do. Things changed after you found out and I never wanted that to happen. You’re a great guy and you keep me laughing. People told me I needed to put all of my emotions on the table and tell you exactly how I feel. I can’t tell you face to face cause it would be really awkward. I don’t expect your feelings to change I just really need you to know. I hope we don’t become even more distant and can remain friends...... Well yah I haven’t seen him cause he’s on vacation. So I don’t know how he’s going to react but then there’s Brandon. He’s a lot like me.... shy with an underlying WILD side. I really like him to but... he’s not Jesse. Brandon told a mutual friend at work that he’s interested at me. I’m a nervous wreck cause nobody’s ever been interested in me before I’ve never had a boyfriend. He’s.. well shy and a little afraid of talking to girls so he won’t come up to me and ask me out and I’m a dork and won’t do it either. Our friend gave him my screen name but he said he doesn’t have AIM. Which is a lie cause I have brothers SN. So now I don’t know what to do it will be 3 more days till I see Jesse and 2 or three day till I see Brandon. So who knows what the hell is going on. And well Adam yah almost forgot him. I just want to have straight out meaningless sex with him. Oh and by the way Adam, Brandon, and I are all virgins. Jesse is not. Which makes me nervous. I can’t wait to have a relationship. But I really don’t know what to do. HELP!!!!!!!
For the last 2 years everything I’ve ever done has revolved around Jesse. We’ve been friends since we met and things were great until he found out how much I liked him. Things happened and we grew apart. We still aren’t the same but we did talk more. Last week I wrote him a letter as follows .....We’ve been friends for some time now. Remember last year how somebody told you that I had a crush on you. Well yah I still do. Things changed after you found out and I never wanted that to happen. You’re a great guy and you keep me laughing. People told me I needed to put all of my emotions on the table and tell you exactly how I feel. I can’t tell you face to face cause it would be really awkward. I don’t expect your feelings to change I just really need you to know. I hope we don’t become even more distant and can remain friends...... Well yah I haven’t seen him cause he’s on vacation. So I don’t know how he’s going to react but then there’s Brandon. He’s a lot like me.... shy with an underlying WILD side. I really like him to but... he’s not Jesse. Brandon told a mutual friend at work that he’s interested at me. I’m a nervous wreck cause nobody’s ever been interested in me before I’ve never had a boyfriend. He’s.. well shy and a little afraid of talking to girls so he won’t come up to me and ask me out and I’m a dork and won’t do it either. Our friend gave him my screen name but he said he doesn’t have AIM. Which is a lie cause I have brothers SN. So now I don’t know what to do it will be 3 more days till I see Jesse and 2 or three day till I see Brandon. So who knows what the hell is going on. And well Adam yah almost forgot him. I just want to have straight out meaningless sex with him. Oh and by the way Adam, Brandon, and I are all virgins. Jesse is not. Which makes me nervous. I can’t wait to have a relationship. But I really don’t know what to do. HELP!!!!!!!

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Edited 5/4/2005 6:03 pm ET ET by cherbear017
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Edited 5/4/2005 6:03 pm ET ET by cherbear017
hugs to you girl, I think you are really brave and are doing well. I dont know how i would react if my best friend did that and to make it worse with my bf. You are doing good, you are gonna move on and going a step above them because they are just not worth it. I can understand your confusion as i am in a confused state myself but I think you being able to do something about it is great. It is so strange how people you trust the most always let you down, but now they will always regret it as they have both lost someone too, who is better of a person than them. I think eveyone makes mistakes but you said you found out it was going on for long, i believe mistakes are made once and thus forgiven, you cant call something you ( in this case him) did repeatedly for a long period of time a mistake because with that excuse it could continue being a mistake until you found out!
As far as your ex- best friend is concerned, she seems to be an evil person who was pretending to be your best friend because best friends usually want the best for you, not ruin what they know means alot to you for their own selfish reasons! She doesnt deserve your friendship is what i think.
Goodluck and hope eveything works out for you.
sorry i accidentally posted the last message here, it was supposed to be on another post.
Sorry once again!!
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