A rant of some sorts
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|Tue, 08-04-2009 - 11:34pm|
We've been friends for over a year. We met online and dated for about a month...then things got weird when I started pushing things a little too fast and we stopped talking for a while.
Well now we've been talking almost everyday for the past few months, we hang out, we have fun, he makes me laugh.... I went into this friendship with no expectations, no pressure.
I'm in love with him. I have been since the first time we met. And I know that if I even mention anything about it he'll probably stop talking to me and I don't want to lose him even if he's just a friend.
Well, he's getting to move out of state. I'm going to miss him like crazy when he leaves. When I'm with him all I want to do is kiss him, tell him how I fell, but I'm sure it'll just scare him off. He's been hurt badly from a previous relationship plus the last time we dated I kept pressuring him to define what we were(which is something I don't want to do this time..).
I'm just so in love with him and needed to get my thoughts out of my head.