should I? it's long, sorry
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should I? it's long, sorry
| Sat, 10-22-2005 - 12:29pm |
4 years ago I met Burke. We were at my brothers house and he was my brothers friend. We had an instant attration, but never really paid attention to it. After all, who knew when we'd see each other again? Well it was at my brothers wedding rehearsal a few months later. We didn't even speak, just had some stolen glances. the next summer we went group camping and he just happened to be there. The chemistry was so intense I could feel it when he was around. One night we stayed up until 230 am chatting in front of the fire. I said something about wanting to sleep on the beach....well after I said that he decided to do it. One day when we were down at the beach with all the people, he was sitting next to me flipping through my People magazine. Soon enough he had to go back to the city, he left his straw cowboy hat (which he never took off the whole time) sitting next to me and I looked at it, and waited for him to come back for it. he didn't, so I brought it to him. He met me at the door to his trailer and I gave him the hat. He took it, but neither one of us moved. I go "bye" He says "Bye" I say bye he says bye again. For some reason we were both rooted to the spot, staring into each others eyes (corny I know) Finally I'm just like "I'm gonna go now." he says "Okay" but I stay there another couple of moments and then I ran....the electricity scared me. Now whenever I see him, we don't really make mention of any of that, but if we're bboth at a big gathering, I just need to turn my head and there he'll be, talking to whoever is with him, but his eyes will be on me. Recently I was at a convention, he was there too. It's wierd but I always knew where he'd be. When I was in the cafeteria, chatting with some friends, he stayed with my eyesight the whole time, moving when I turned away. I invited him to a group get together I'm orchestrating, and he accepted. Bt he said he'd get my number from my brother. Who will not give it to him. Is he into me, or was that just a cop out? Should I go for it?

Marie