unrequited lust and love
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|Sat, 12-05-2009 - 12:46pm|
I can never get him fully off of my mind. I don't know what it is about him that I find so enticing. I haven't even seen or talked to him for 10 months now. Why is he always on my mind? When will this end? It's horrible.
I can't say I'm in love with him. All we had was a weekend fling. We were friends on facebook but I had to delete him because of my obsession with reading about him and looking at his pictures. I did really good- I went 6 weeks without look at his profile. Today I made a bad decision and did for the first time in this long. I was doing so well too.
I've dated and been with other men since him. He's just always, always on my mind. I tell myself we will never be together, but my crazy feelings just won't go away. When will it end? :o(
Please anyone give me advice on how to make this go away. I hate wasting my thoughts and energy on him. I dream about him all the time, too.