What to do next?

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Registered: 02-26-2006
What to do next?
Sun, 04-23-2006 - 6:05am
Since the start of this year ive had a crush on an acquaintance/friend, got the signals that this was mutual - msgs, phone calls etc. Then about a month ago, things became awkward for some reason, we stopped talking, i was momentarily seeing someone else, he is seeing someone else casually. Then on thurs night, we were talking alot during the evening, left and randomly kissed, he told me that he'd liked me for ages, we ended up sleeping together, but then afterwards there was a distinct awkwardness between us, and i havent heard from him since, i dont know if i want things to go any further and we both were essentially using each other, just feeling a little but dejected now, guess i had to rant a bit, on the verge of going "will he call?" which im severly disliking myself for! but just trying to work out how to9 be for the next time i see him, and i know i will be doing that at somepoint this week, because very much doubting im going to hear from him!