Hi everyone!! It's Kiki....
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|Sun, 08-10-2003 - 12:37am|
I have learned what is good for me. Having a relationship is important but only if it's healthy. I did meet someone in April 2002 on-line that lived in Washington State. We held back meeting for over a year and early in 2003 we came face to face. He was completely aware of my health issues. We got a long great. It what I was looking for. But in my heart and soul I knew this man wasn't going to work because of his divorce of less than 3 years and his 4 children. We talked a long time and for the first time in my life I made the right decision to let it go. As we all know letting go is hard but when it makes complete sense it works. We continue to occassionally talk but we just know it's fruitless and I really don't think keeping him as a friend would work. NO I did not fall in love with him.
I believe strongly in on-line dating and when the time is right I will jump back into it with hope and faith. My best friend Gary has recently hooked up with someone he met on-line and they are, as we speak, enjoying 2 weeks of romance and bliss from his good looking new friend from Australia. Teaching that person the joy of having many different peanut butter choices. I am thrilled for both of them.
So here comes the apology. I am sorry for not always using my best judgment when posting here in the past. When I felt that I had outgrown the board I should have moved on instead of lingering and expressing my frustrations.
Haven't figured everything out in my life by any means. But I'm on the right track. Changing priorities is vital right now.