I am a horrible person
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| Thu, 02-10-2005 - 2:18pm |
Hello everyone...
I am in need of some advice please...
First some background on me. I am 23 years old. I have never been on a date, or been kissed by a guy. I have low self esteem, and I dont think I am very pretty. I am just an average looking girl who is overweight. Not a lot overweight, but enough to bother me. I met this nice guy online, who in real life would be considered "out of my league". He was good looking and nice and funny. We ended up chatting with each other, and he asked me for my pic. Well instead of sending him my real pic, i sent him a pic of my prettier skinner friend. We talked for a while, and our personalities matched perfectly. Eventually he asked me for my #, but i wouldnt give it to him because i didnt want to start phone convos with him for fear that that would cause me to like him even more. Well he eventually started to get impatient with me, and this was after 5 months of chatting online! He had told me through conversations, that he doesnt like to date "ugly" or "chubby" girls, so i knew that he wouldnt like me. Well he was wanting to meet me this friday, and last night i decided to tell him the truth about the whole thing. I told him that i had lied to him about what i looked like, and he was furious with me. He refused to talk to me, and said some really mean things. Well now i feel like complete crap. He refuses to chat with me online, i have apologized a million times. I feel like puking right now....
I just feel like this guy and i clicked so greatly, and now a little thing like my looks will completely ruin the whole thing. How do you guys suggest i get over this guy? do i keep trying to contact him? I CANT get him off of my mind and it is driving me nuts!!!

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