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i did something really bad!
| Thu, 08-04-2005 - 11:40pm |
For those of you who know th ehistory..
I sent the lawyer-man e-mail tonight
<<***, thanks for your kind words in your last e-mail. It means a lot to me.
I am really not that nice of a person but it's great that you though of me as compassionate
enough.
I guess our last conversation on the phone caught me by surprise because even though
I had reservations - I thought we got alone pretty well and really you are the only
person I liked very much off of match in the duration of 7 months.
Yes, I had a nice time with you and I think we are both somewhat are off center
people and are somewhat similar personalities so if anything it would be nice to
stay on a friendly terms. What do you think?
I.>>
Someone please shoot me !!!

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So after I sent him that e-mail last Thursday - he called today.
I picked up the phone and I was speechless at 1st because I thought that this was all done deal and I will never hear from him again. We talked for about an hour exchanging stories from dating. I had lots more activities going on it appeared so he came across a little jealous, he kept asking questions about the guys I am dating and actually I could tell his voice started to rumble :) Well to make a long story short we agreed to "hang out" together with no strings attached while dating other people. Please don't judge me but I am sick of feeling sexually frustrated and I am a very sexual person so I thought since now lines are clearly drawn - I will enjoy the benefits until someone real comes along and I guess that would be the same for him.
I know this is not your childhood dream romance but this is how things turned out with him.
I am seeing a couple of other men that I enjoy the company of very much but I am not attracted to neither in a romantic way so I guess this constellation will have to do for now.
Emphatically NOT "judging" you...but I am strongly urging you to reconsider because this has very little chance of having a happy ending for you...it will almost certainly result in hurt and pain. Plus, my experience has been that when you have someone to fill the gap, you don't really leave space in your life for the real thing.
Sheri
You are right. I will see him on Tue. and will see if I can do this or not.
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