Just thought I would share...
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|Fri, 04-04-2003 - 3:51pm|
The night I had went into the chat room, I did not have any intention of meeting or really talking to anyone. It had been about five months since I had went into a chat room and the only reason I had went in was because I was stuck in the house because of snow storm and I was bored. Another reason that I did not have the intentions of meeting anyone was because I had just ended a relationship on Valentine's Day (he pushed me too it. That breakup was a long time coming). Anywho... I was in a chatroom talk to the whole group having a discussion about music or books or something like that I had gotten a few whispers or IMs and just talked as usual. I didnt think nothing of them. But there was one person that I had been really clicking with. We both left the chat room and started talking on MSN Messenger. We were talking on there for about 30 minutes when he asked could he give me a call. I was being hesistant because I didn't know this person but I told him that I would think about when I went and take my shower. So I go and take my shower and I think that when i come back that he would be off or forgot. Well he didnt. He kept asking very nicely and I was getting tired of sitting in front of my PC and my eyes were starting to hurt and I did wanna get comfortable. So I gave him my number to call me.
Yes he did call me that night and I didn't think nothing would come of the conversation. But after about 2 minutes of almost dead silence we started talking like we were old friends and ended up staying on the phone for almost four hours. He and I clicked instantly and I was really shocked by it. But we talk like every other night on-line and we talk on the phone every weekend. I mean from what this guy has been telling me, he almost is what i have been looking for. He's single, has a job with benefits, has his own place, his own car, has never been married and the best part is that he doesn't have any kids!!!! (Majority of my past relationships have invovled baby mamma drama, a divorce that refuses to get finalized and guys still living at home with their parents and using me as a ride and for spare change) I am not putting all of my faith in one guy right now and I am out and about meeting other guys too but at this point in time it feels right. After a month I am almost comfortable saying that but it still freaks me out a little bit. We both are trying to figure out where did we get this chemistry from why did we click so well?
I haven't told anyone about him yet. I don't wanna say anything until after we meet(He lives in Tennessee and I am in Texas. He is going to come and meet me in the summer when school is out for me and he is able to really use his vacation days). I wanna see how this goes before i let anyone close to me know what the deal is. And then another thing that I have to worry about when we meet and we do click even better and I tell my parents and other people close to me that he is a little older than me besides the fact the we met in a chatroom. He is 33 and I am 21. I mean it doesnt freak me out because I have talked to guys that much older than me before but i have never let my parents know that. But anyway I just thought that I would share what I have found because if I hadn't I was going to explode. If you anything to say just post it.