Need your opinion. Am I over reacting?
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|Thu, 06-19-2003 - 10:59am|
Looking for some advice here. I just found out recently that my husband pays for porn on IFriends. I don't think I mind about him looking at porn but I went onto the site and you watch women on their web cams and chat with them while you watch. I tried to talk to my husband about this but he keeps on telling me to drop it. He is trying to tell me that he doens't chat. I feel like my nerves are eating a whole in my stomach. I feel like the reason why he won't tell me the truth is because he feels like I am violating our trust. But how does he expect me to feel ok with this chatting? I know that he would never cheat on me with another women but in my opinion I feel like he is having an emotinal affair with these women that he chats with. Am I crazy? I tried to talk to him this morning and I told him that I wouldn't care but I feel like I am missing out on his sexual side. I mean what if there is something out there that he likes in bed and he isn't telling me. Our sex life is great. I mean we are like bunnies. But ever since I found out I can't stop thinking about it. Everytime he goes upstairs to go online I find myself going upstairs to find out what he is doing. I feel like that I am obsessed with it now. He keeps on telling me that I do not trust him. I do trust him though I just don't think he is telling me that complete truth ya know?
So can anyone out there please let me know if I am over reacting. Am I stressing over nothing. I know that 95% of men look at porn but should I be conserned with him chatting with over Women? Any insight?
Help me get over this please,