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so why am I feeling depressed today
| Fri, 02-18-2005 - 9:27am |
for some reason I'm feeling kinda down about my second date with that guy the other night. It's taken me two days to feel like this but I'm disappointed I guess. I know there were red flags but he was a nice guy, why does he have to have ex-girlfriend issues. It just sucks. I want someone to feel that way about me. Someone who can't get me out of their mind. I don't know. I guess I'm just feeling sorry for myself.

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Chin up.
I had the most killer chocolate martini last Saturday it was a white chocolate martini with chocolate syrup in the glass -- great; now I must have one by tomorrow night latest!
Peanut
Hi Donna,
Chances are that he is Not really feeling all that "warm and fuzzy" about her, he is truly romanticizing the past in his mind. IF things were so great, they would Still be together!
So, maybe you don't really want someone to "feel that way about you"; in that situation there is a lot of animosity and hurt feelings, more than there is reminiscing about the Hallmark kinda days they had! I guarantee you, when they happen to talk, there is Little 'sugar' on the phone line!
So, you feel bad because he is using you as his bridge, and you are not on OLD to be a Structure! As always, best to let yourself get through these sad feelings, then find something tommorrow to do that will begin to get you Over this--I suggest exercise! Chocolate is a close runner-up! :) Whatever it takes, and getting back on to OLD to wink and write would be good, too.
Roll on, Little Rock!
Truly,
Cupcake
I hope this makes you feel a little better. THIS WAS THE CRAPPIEST WEEK OF MY LIFE! You can tell from previous posts.
I don't know what's really going on at work other than there is so much backstabbing and lying that I can't stand it. I am shocked at the lack of character in some of these people. Sunday I went in and saw something very wrong, got it cleared with the appropriate person in authority and forgot all about it. I was jumped on on Monday morning the second I walked in from another saying I should keep my mouth shut about the goings on on "his" site and that it is none of my business. Crap if it isn't! It's an employee-owned company and I have a responsiblity and the right to question something that looks suspicious and may put the company at risk (many appliances, windows, and rolls of carpet being loaded up in trucks by people who said they worked for my company but don't). So he's mad at me because I caught him - now it's going around that he's selling the stuff on the side and pocketing the cash. A HUGE no-no.
That was still going around the office when Thursday morning I get an email from his closest buddy telling me to mind my own business again about another issue - another wrongdoing that I asked the lead person in authority if it was okay. He said it was okay and I was done with it. Neither lead guy nor me said a word about it so I don't know how this other guy even knew I asked about it. Is the office bugged???
I just felt like John and Jerry's punching bag all week and all they do is try to catch me screwing up so they have ammunition to try to get rid of me. It's awful. I've never been in this situation. I've always had superintendents and project managers that were trustworthy and respected the company. There are four who don't. The other 11 of us work our butts off.
I could not wait for this week to be over but I am not all that excited about this job anymore, which makes me saddest of all. Any advice on what I can do to repair this? Or make it bearable? These guys are in their 50s and I'm embarrassed that they represent my company.
Lisa
(I apologize for venting and hijacking your thread)
On a lighter front, I have a new "First Meet" tomorrow afternoon! Surprise surprise.
It's with ANALytical guy!!!(posted under 'what does he mean?') LOL LOL. His picture was very appealing so I emailed him. We're meeting for coffee at Starbucks, of all places. I really believe OLD keeps them in business!
Hopefully it will get my mind off of this other guy. He did email me and said he still would like to see me again. Not sure what to do.
Anyway, hope things get better for you. Try to relax over the weekend.
Have you ever heard of cattiness in men in their 50's? They're worse than women, I swear. These guys go from person to person spewing nonsense and blabbing stuff that shouldn't be. It's crazy. I just don't acknowledge them anymore unless it's work-related and then I make it short and sweet.
Anyways, I am exhausted and glad to know that you are meeting someone new. That is fun, isn't it? I love those anticipatory feelings whether or not you're supposed to have them. I never have liked keeping myself in check that way. Good luck, have fun and let us know how it went for you!
Lisa
amjay...
It's interesting you should bring up the haircut.
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