Such a fool for giving him a 2nd chance!
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|Fri, 10-03-2003 - 7:41pm|
Our first weekend together I spent the entire weekend at his house, it felt like old times. Then the following weekend I asked him if he wanted to come up Friday night and I would cook dinner, he said he was "busy" because he was hanging out with his sister, but he could come Saturday night. I was upset by this (I felt like he was lying) and I think he could tell from my voice. So, the next day he e-mails me telling me that I seem upset and we really "need to slow things down". I agreed we shouldn't rush into a relationship again. He did come up Saturday and we had a nice time together.
So, this whole week goes by and he doesn't call me. I e-mail him to say Hi and he says maybe we can see a movie this weekend. Now it's Friday night and I haven't heard from him. Meanwhile I'm stupid enough to go on a trip with him next weekend (he asked me a few weeks ago) and I made the reservations with my credit card. Now I'm tempted to dump him and just go by myself! He said he would pay for half, but for all I know he will go with me, stay in this beautiful suite (I can't get a refund) and never pay me his half. Should I just take the trip by myself? It's only for a night and it's only 2 hours away. It would be lonely, but I could make the best of it and take this time to be by myself and do alot of thinking.
I just don't think he's sincere about working things out with me. I know we agreed not to rush into anything, but I feel like he's just saying "let's take it slow" to put off getting serious with me, and is just using me. I just feel so foolish for believing him..