The Sweet Thing He Said To Me

Hey Everyone:

I know it has been awhile but I wanna tell someone because I still can't believe it. Last night I talked to CJ and we were having a pretty serious talk about what we like about each other and everything. We have been in the talking, getting to know each other stage, friends homegirl, homeboy stage for about three months and to tell you the truth, I am just find with that. But last night CJ had told me that he really feels that I am "THE RIGHT ONE FOR HIM". He said that he was afraid to tell me and act upon it because of my age and what my parents may say but now he really doesn't care anymore. Another reason that he says that he was afraid to admit was because it wasn't suppose to happen like this. He said that come June when meet and it is time for him to go back to Memphis, that he will not be able to leave his heart in Texas. He says that he feelings will get stronger for me. He says he just feels it in every conversation that we have and eevrytime he looks at my picture he just sees something in me. Of course me I was blushing and I was like 'CJ what am I going to do with you babyboy?' and he said 'Just be my girl that's all I ask'. :) :P :P!!!! But I didn't answer him though. I couldn't I was speechless and blushing. I feel the same way about him but I wanna be sure that it will be there when we meet and it scares me that I feel this way. Then the next time he comes and see me then I should be able to say that I could be his girl. And to think I was so worried about running him away and him not being into me. But I just wanted to tell you all the sweet things he told me last night.

Starr