why do I do this to myself?
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why do I do this to myself?
| Fri, 08-26-2005 - 7:32am |
I don't know why I constantly do this to myself. I never learn. The jerk that I recently met emailed me today for the last time, yes the one I've already posted about. Enough is enough. I thought he was a nice guy. Right! I thought we could be friends and email back and forth even though I still kinda liked him. I was fine with that until he starts mentioning this new girl he met in his emails. I don't even believe he met anyone. It seems too convenient to me. I emailed him yesterday just to see how his job's going and asked what he'll be doing for his labor day weekend and of course he replies with, "I'm going to the Stones concert with the girl I met. She has vip passes." Of course she does. I didn't expect anything different. Needless to say, I'm through emailing him and deleted him from my IM contacts. I know what he would be talking about if we were chatting, exactly what he's been emailing me about. No thanks.

I'm sorry you are feeling this way. But at least now you've learned that you can't be friends with a guy you still like.
Whether or not this girl is made up or why he might be dating him, recognize this is not the guy for you and let go/move on.
I have a feeling you were hoping that this "friendship" would blossom into something more and you feel dissappointed because the fantasty you created isn't going to happen in real life.
I say don't waste your time on this guy. There are plenty more fish in the sea.