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can't take it anymore
| Fri, 10-07-2005 - 12:36am |
I just can't take life anymore!!! I feel all alone in life eventho I have the best child in the world. I want a man that I can share my feelings with someone I can tell how my day went someone to cuddle. I am so tired of one nights stands where that guy has no feelings for me. I met a guy that I really like and he is talking about leaving his wife but they have a child together and I keep trying to get him to work it out with her and at the same time I want him in my life. He has really never told me what he wants. I am a single mom so when do I get the time to go out and met guys. I have tried to meet guys online but all they want is sex and that is not what I am looking for. I feel like my life is sliping away from me I have no fun in life fun to me is cuddling my daughter. I miss having someone in my life. Can anyone say something to make me understand why I always am last in life?? I give and I give I always put everyone before myself and am always left behind I sometimes think that I shoudl just try to put myself first but I know that I can not do that. I feel liek I can never get a head I want to just cry myself to bed every night. I wish I was not alone. Please helpme I am going crazy!!!! Thank you for any help.

I agree.
Unfortunately I think alot of your bad feelings are stemming from caring about this married man... you start to feel like it's something about you - when the bottom line is... he's just not avaiable! :(
Hang in there and let me know if you need someone to talk to!