How shtupid can I be?
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| Wed, 11-02-2005 - 9:13pm |
I have an online profile and I usually chat with many guys but do a lot of screening and filtering. So I m chatting with this guy and he sounds v. interesting, confident and really special and I m his second online date only.
when we met there was amazing chemistry between us and we ended up making out the next evening we met. and things went on great for the next few dates...
We met a fifth time n I was somehow bored (nothing he has done just me I was bored and then I got tipsy) I had a feeling I screwed this whole thing up because of my tipsy night.
We talked few times on the phone and agreed to meet on Saturday then he told me he can only meet for one hour kuz he had visitors in town so I said I had a concert to attend and was hoping he could attend it with me... so we never really met again. Then he calls me the week after and said he wont be able to see me as he has to travel back for work. (he was living/working in Carrebean but moved back to Canada and was working from home with few short trips) but he told me his boss asked him to move back and work from the office but that we will stay in touch through MSN... oh right! I thought it was just a lie and he is just rejecting me politely. So I blocked him from MSN. The next day he emails me saying he will be calling me as soon as he gets back but he really never knows when he will be back. so I was like What a big liar!! why is this guy insisting on lying ?
so I replied with a nice email politely rejecting him too and at the end signed with a Good luck fishing!
How dumb would you feel when you meet another girl who happens to know him and tells you he is in Cuba for work and does not know when he will be back but he is now applying for jobs in Canada kuz he wants to move here for good!
I dont want to be back with him again as I really dont feel like being in a long distance relationship! but I feel simply too dumb for actingso rude with the guy first and for being so harsh on myself and deciding that the guy lost interest although he tried to show the opposite!

It does seem like he lost interest.