how to deal with being with someone who you want SO badly to be THE ONE - I've "been" with him for 8 years (rocky most of the time) but I know him, we know each other, so much there to lean on... and yet... so many things I yearn for that don't exist - some really petty things like... fall is upon us and winter close behind... Halloween, Thanksgiving and Christmas... it's my FAVORITE time of the year... he doesn't share the excitment and heightened senses during this time of the year and I ache to be with someone who is as alive and aware as I am! Some NOT SO petty... he thinks Sunday mornings are for going to Bob Evans for breakfast... I want to go to church WITH someone! I want that morning to be reserved for worshipping our amazing God! But... he thinks if I suggest church I'm simply saying *I* want to go and that frees him up to go to Bob Evans... UGH! And no I don't want him to go JUST because I ask him or demand it... I want him to want that too!
Anyway... how to let go of someone who is GOOD but still leaves you wanting! :-S
What's up, chickie poo?
Did you break an arm?
Cut off an ear?
Cut loose a man?
Whatever it is...
Lotsa warm and soothing energy heading your way.
A~
Well I wish I had cut off an arm or an ear but it's the latter! :( It's just so poopie right now!
Anyway... sorry girls, no details this time... just don't even feel like writing about it! LOL
I'll survive! :)
well here's alittle more info...
how to deal with being with someone who you want SO badly to be THE ONE - I've "been" with him for 8 years (rocky most of the time) but I know him, we know each other, so much there to lean on... and yet... so many things I yearn for that don't exist - some really petty things like... fall is upon us and winter close behind... Halloween, Thanksgiving and Christmas... it's my FAVORITE time of the year... he doesn't share the excitment and heightened senses during this time of the year and I ache to be with someone who is as alive and aware as I am! Some NOT SO petty... he thinks Sunday mornings are for going to Bob Evans for breakfast... I want to go to church WITH someone! I want that morning to be reserved for worshipping our amazing God! But... he thinks if I suggest church I'm simply saying *I* want to go and that frees him up to go to Bob Evans... UGH! And no I don't want him to go JUST because I ask him or demand it... I want him to want that too!
Anyway... how to let go of someone who is GOOD but still leaves you wanting! :-S
It's gotta be no contact.