I talk too much! It's awkward!
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| Sat, 08-04-2007 - 4:03am |
I talk way tooooo much.
I talk too much with friends, family, strangers and worst of all, men.
When a man likes me, I feel ok about it because he usually acts really charmed that I'm not shy. But when I like the man more than he likes me, I can't shut up.
What's worse is I feel the need to explain myself later - in emails or whatever.
One man I liked, I sent him an email...then saw him on the street and explained the email then just had to refrain from sending an email to explain myself on the street.
When I'm with these men I become retarded and it makes me upset because I'm usually little ms. mysterious ...when I know they like me already.
I wish I could just shut up already but I always have to say what's on my mind and almost like being odd - because I know most girls aren't that way. It's like I think " well he thinks I'm weird already, I may as well take it all the way and be 'quirky' ".
When it's not men I like, I just talk too much with other ppl - but it's what I've always been known for, being the storyteller.
Last week at a lunch when someone asked why I was so quite, my aunt even said in front of 10 other ppl " she's doing good today. it's like me when I was younger - I realized I don't have to do ALL the talking ALL the time."
Talk about feeling like an idiot!
Anyway this sort of steered away from the point. I wonder if there are men who actually see where I'm coming from when I try to clear things up after a misunderstanding...or if I just looks like a fool every time I open my mouth.

I had a professor once who said that most people don't really listen, they're just waiting for their turn to talk.