As if Today!!!!

iVillage Member
Registered: 05-22-2007
As if Today!!!!
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Mon, 06-04-2007 - 5:07pm

As of today I realized something. I really dont care that I am single. I really am the happiest I have ever been. I have the greatest friends, a good job, and a family that, even though we fight, loves me for me. I hate the fact that I live at my parents house but I am looking for a place of my own and I believe (as of today) that it would be better not to have a significant other "aid" my decision. With no attatchment to another I can move where ever I want to. Buy the house I want. It would be all mine!!!

Do not get me wrong I do one day want to meet the man of my dreams and fall in love, get married have children, but it is not the right time for me. I have several friends who are my age or around it and are very happily married and/or have children. I use to want that so bad but I have discovered the "different strokes for different folks" cliche to be true for me in this situation. I would hate to have to feel that "well everyone else is getting married I better hurry up"!!!! I would be in it for all the wrong reasons, I have no need to jump into anything I dont want to! I am only 20!!!

Do not get me wrong, tomorrow I may wake up find the man of my dreams...I dont see it happening, but it could. Only God knows what will become of my life! and I am ok with that! But until that day, or until I change my mind again, I am SINGLE AND LOVIN' IT!!!

.....As of today anyway!

iVillage Member
Registered: 11-01-2005
In reply to: cajun_20
Mon, 06-04-2007 - 5:21pm
Good for you. It's always nice to appreciate where you are in the moment, and to feel good about where you're going. :) Thanks for sharing that.

AJ, enjoying life with C.