I'm living the life similar to a scene straight out of "Friends"
Find a Conversation
|Sat, 08-02-2014 - 11:44am|
Anyone remember when Phoebe and Joey are talking and Phoebe says something like "If we're both not married when we're 40, we'll marry each other"?
I'm almost 39, never wanted children (not that I don't love them, I love my nieces, but my reason is I have a bad back and sleep on my stomach - honest, I cannot fall asleep on my side!!! i have tried because my back pain is getting worse - so how the hec am I going to sleep with a huge pregnant belly?) Sorry to have digressed...
I just think that somehow it's fate. Like I was meant to get married in my old age. Or maybe fate is held responsible for the bad luck I've had with my younger-year- relationships. Now I need to vent and get this out of my system, because I'm going crazy and getting anxious.... I met this guy on a dating website 3 yrs ago...yada yada yada.... he needs a green card. Things happened and we never continued dating, although we are still friends today. He dated a few women during those 3 years, and I dated men..... now we are both unattached and I offered to marry him. I'm almost 40 and most of my friends are married, so I don't see them too much anymore and spend my weekends alone.
Why not delay finding "the one" for another few years? People can find love at any age. It seems now, I dont' want love, I want company. It sucks living alone. My sis and niece live 15 minutes away, but still when I come home from visiting them, I'm alone, I sleep alone.
He and I really did not discuss this thoroughly yet but it looks like the marriage will happen. I've always had a crush on him and of course I am wishing he falls in love iwth me instead of divorcing me. This is so weird!!!!!! I fell really hard for him when we first met but he wanted children and I didn't, and whatever. My stomach is in knots. Maybe it will happen, maybe it won't. I just needed to come here and say this!!! Sooooooo weird!!!!!