Joining Marina in Camp Despair!!

iVillage Member
Registered: 01-02-2008
Joining Marina in Camp Despair!!
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Sun, 04-08-2012 - 12:29pm

So I wake up today on Easter Sunday . We are having people over for a gathering and dinner and I go downstairs and I hear a man's voice. Its sis's new guy and they are laughing and talking and all. He is coming back later for dinner.. I cant help but feel jealous but not sure if that is what I am feeling. I mean I want the best for sis but I cant help feeling like this.

So here I am again alone with no one. Later on there will be all couples and me.. I started crying and most likely hope and pray I get through the day as I watch all the couples living their lives. I so wish I could leave or maybe I should..

well I guess its a vent. You guys dont have to say anything to make me feel better cause it wont help.

I am thinking about going and living somewhere in Bermuda where no one knows me and becoming a Bohemian because this life just sucks.. Who wants to join me??

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iVillage Member
Registered: 11-28-1999
Sun, 04-08-2012 - 10:56pm

So your point is go where men are desperate to see any woman and you'll feel better about yourself?

iVillage Member
Registered: 02-26-2011
Mon, 04-09-2012 - 12:11am

Well, no. Actually, my point was "If you need to pay off your student loans fast, yank out your ta-tas and wear some tassels..."

iVillage Member
Registered: 01-02-2008
Mon, 04-09-2012 - 1:07am

Wow.. That is really sad when I read your post. How can people be so cruel and not have you in their lives.. It just sounds very sad especially with young children.

Yes. I do have good family and friends.. They were always there for me when I need them.. I was blessed with a mom who had 8 siblings and now I have hundreds of cousins.. I only see a few but I will take that over not seeing any.

Me and my sis have made friends with people we never knew along

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