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|Wed, 09-03-2003 - 2:50pm|
I also want to say thank you everyone for being so kind & supportive. I am definitely going to post here as often as I can.
I don't feel scared to be alone & definilty don't want to be with the wrong person. I can only start with today.
I am not a deeply religious person, but I am praying a lot more for strength & the courage to end things with my on-again off-again b/f. Reading Ash's story, I feel like he could just see me as his next meal ticket. I have also looked at his whole family structure & see a trend. Instead of his parents dealing with issues with their kids, they buy them new trucks or pay for things. One brother has serious mental problems which they have addressed, but the one thing that seems to be underlying is all of their inability to communicate.
It is discouraging because I see this trait in so many men...and I do say men. I know there are women out there too with communication problems, but it is kinda hopeless out there.
I also get down on myself because I see my own problems with self-esteem & at 37 almost 38 it is getting better, but not much. Today I looked in the mirror & just felt like a freak.
Anyway, thank you everyone for being here.