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|Thu, 06-26-2003 - 10:59am|
Hello, I have just split with ex-gf of 1.5 yrs. It was a mutual choice that we had pondered for a long time. I took a lot of time to think about it, and decided that I had tried and tried and tried, and it was just not going to work. After we split, she spiked up and down for the last few days. First begging to get back saying that she would do anything, and everything was her fault. I declined, calmly stating that I thought we were tried out, and it was not fair to her to do everything, especially when I was feeling so numb and unreceptive. 2 nights ago, after she gave it one final try- to no avail, she took to the personal ads and left them all over for me to see. The she wrote a page in my journal stating that she had actually been cheating with her ex-bf, and packed some bags to go stay with him, stating that they talked but were going to give it another try. She said that she always loved him, it was hard to love me, and that she finally felt like she could be happy with him. Which was really weird, because she said all of those things about me for the last few nights. So anyway- I guess the drama has just gotten to me. I was really hoping that she could act grown up over this since we live together, but maybe she is just trying to hurt me, since I have apparently hurt her. So I am feeling bad, and a little lonely, but I know it is not right to be back with her. I know that- this is too crazy. Is time the only key? Should I just seek to widen the space between us, and steer clear in order to move on?