missing that thing that starts with S
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| Tue, 12-12-2006 - 8:50pm |
Hi Ladies..
I am going crazy. It has been 3 months single and while I am glad not to be in a bad relationship.. I miss the sex part. I have tried the whole do it yourself thing. But I miss the warm body. I have been thinking about it, I don't really want to be in a relationship at the moment, but I just want the physical part. My last relationship was long term and broke my heart. I don't want to rush in to the whole love thing.
Is rebound sex that bad? It has just been so long since I have had sex with someone else. I was chatting with a female friend and she wants to set me up with a friend of hers for casual encounters. She said she would rather me be with someone we know verses a complete stranger.
I did meet the guy and he is easy on the eyes. He is a pilot and fixes cars as a hobby. I have a sports car and right now he has it and is fixing a clutch problem for me. The first time I met him was when I dropped off my car to him this last weekend. He met us at my friends apartment and then he drove my car to his shop (with me in passenger seat). We chatted the whole way. He thought I was still with my ex until I told him I wasn't. We chatted about different things and he seems nice.
It was after that I was telling my friend I missed sex and she was like well what about "guy's name" I know that he was attracted to me the moment he saw me. We both know each other's exs. Infact he knows my ex quite well though they haven't seen each other in a couple years.
My friend and I are going to check up on my car tomorrow. She said that she was going to bring it up as they joke about sex all the time. A huge part of me wants to.. but then I feel like I am serving myself on a platter. Then at the same time I need to get the idea of sex with my ex out of my head!!!
Yikes its been so long since I have had casual sex I don't know what to do!!! Will I remember how?? Will I freeze up??
| Tue, 12-12-2006 - 10:06pm |
