New here and ending a fwb
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|Sun, 05-19-2013 - 5:43pm|
I used to be on the boards a long time ago.
Anyway I got myself into a situation that I just need some support on. I settled for a friends with benefits. I am so disgusted with myself. We spoke the other day and I am realizing that I can't even be friends with him. I put up with some stupid crap. He will not french kiss me (like Pretty Woman movie) and will not spend the night for fear that it will turn into a relatiionship. I only have myself to blame. I have known where he stood all along and I am just so stupid feeling like at some unconscious level that he'd change his mind.
You would think at age 47 I would know better. I am reading a great book "what you think of me is none of my business" which is helping me with my codependency issues as well as I am part of a 1X weekly women's support group and am doing an online codependency grpup. I say co-dependency a lot here because well that is what I am. I rely on a man and others to build me up and I need to do that for myself.
Anyway if there is another group I should post this yo let me know.
Thank you for being here.