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|Sun, 06-29-2003 - 8:33pm|
Well I'm 26 year old single female. Been single from my one and only serious relationship for since February -- Actually dated off and on for four years...the first two were great, the last two we were off and on all the time, (all on his doing, he's a complete jerk, but I'm trying not to dwell on that).
Over the last two years I've come a long way, I've tried to raise my self esteem, tried to feel better about myself, and want to find a healthy relationship.
Every once in a while I get this deep anxious fear that I'm going to be alone forever and that terrifies me. My weight is always been a big issue with me. Never dated in highschool and even though that was a long time ago it still seems to stick with me.
So yes I'm trying to be positive about being single, I'm taking courses, working lots etc, but still sometimes it would be nice to have a guy be interested in you. (I don't have many guy friends, and work with senior citizens so I'm not around many guys my age!)
Thanks for reading