the number one reason why i'm single...

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Registered: 03-26-2003
the number one reason why i'm single...
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Tue, 09-09-2003 - 7:24pm
...what it boils down to is simply:

i haven't made looking for a companion a very high priority.

i mean, we can go around in circles blaming all sorts of things for why we're single, but how many of us can really say that we're doing all we can?

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Registered: 03-20-2003
Tue, 09-09-2003 - 7:49pm
Well, I think I'd agree on that one, Thim. Maybe we need to go back to your updates you used to give us. What did you call them? Part 1, 2, etc?

I think that some of us maybe aren't doing all we can, but who's to say what that means? Sure, I could go out drinking to bars every weekend, but what would that accomplish? I don't like bars- I'd just find a guy who liked doing something I don't (and probably a loser anyway). I could put my profile back up online, but I'm sure you know how much success I had with that. Honestly, I just don't know what else to do.

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Registered: 06-19-2003
Wed, 09-10-2003 - 9:21am
Perhaps it's also b/c maybe it should be enough to be happy IN THE MOMENT, regardless of who's there--after all, WE'RE there and that should count for something.

My shrink told me once that we basically live in 1 of 2 states: "things would be great IF ONLY..." or "things WERE so great when..." By learning how to BE--how to live our life unto ourselves and no one else--I think that becomes A Great Life.

It's also a way of knowing we DO have that Great Life. I know it took my marriage to show me how great my single life actually was. I've finally come to see that it wasn't XH who was giving me a Great Life; I not only had it already, but I was the one who gave HIM his cachet, socially, professionally, and elsewhere. He may have been a published author, but I was the one w/the social contacts to shop his books around further. Now that he's gone, I still have my own cachet, and what does he have, except the sewer he preferred living in?

So the divorce was a loss, but not mine.

Ash