Once again I am in danger

iVillage Member
Registered: 04-13-2006
Once again I am in danger
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Thu, 07-06-2006 - 5:31am

On break at work today a girl(who I have always thought was gorgeous) came up to me and and started talking to me form out of nowhere. Everytime she smiled at me I just wanted to ask her out or kiss her or....I dunno...I was just going crazy all day because I liek her so much....

Girls, girls, girls...everywhere and I like them and I need to get away! lol j/k

I am just sick of being attracted to girls...specifically to certain ones who I like sooo much when I am trying to be away from that sort of thing.

I wish I could push a button in me that would prevent me from being attracted to girls so much. Anyone know what I am talking about?

iVillage Member
Registered: 06-24-2005
Thu, 07-06-2006 - 10:38am
I can't say I've ever had that happen but I'm very attracted to guys. Why are you not letting yourself be attracted to women? There's nothing wrong with choosing the lifestyle that comes naturally to you.
iVillage Member
Registered: 04-13-2006
Thu, 07-06-2006 - 2:16pm

I dont want to date right now that is why.

I am too insecure and neutrotic to be with anyone and it is just a pain because I see so many girls I am attracted to...I am attracted to 80% of the female population lol.

It is really aggravating when a girl talks to me though because then shes not just a girl I admire from afar but a girl I could talk to now without being as nervous so it actually fools me into thinking I have a shot when I dont and it drives me crazy. And I dont even want to be thinking about this stuff right now.