Pain of unrequited love
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|Thu, 08-02-2012 - 1:57am|
I recently met a woman on holiday (I'm bisexual) who gave me the come on (or so I thought). I thought she was flirting with me and she would do things such as touch my leg with hers under the table, press her thighs against mine when we were sitting next to me and would playfully grope my legs when we were swimming in the sea. Nothing actually happened between us other than this and friendly hugging and kissing and we never discussed our feelings but I developed a thing for her.
We swapped contact details and then she invited me to stay at hers which I did a few weeks ago. It was terribe because she was cold and totally non-tactile. Not like she was whilst away. Conversation was painful and I didn't feel I could talk to her about what happened when we were away. I tried to flirt with her, touch her arm when I gave her a drink, put my arms around her when she got a bit upset and angry about something but got nothing back in return.
Despite all of this I still have very strong feelings for her. I've tried to keep myself busy and occupied but it's not working because all I do is think of her. Too many things remind me of her (music, TV programmes, perfume etc) and I can't concentrate at work.