Ran into my ex BF
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| Fri, 12-22-2006 - 8:59pm |
Who would have thought I would run into him at card store.....Probably should have left the store or hid in another aisle until he left..But, thought I was strong so I walked up behind him and said "hello" we exchanged hugs and how are you's then we said good bye I went to get what I came into the store for and then went to pay and there was a line and there he was right in front of me...He apparently appeared nervous and I when nervous talk to I made idle chit chat. then he was leaving and I said where did you park he responded and I said I will walk with you. He needed to go to a store next door and so did I (last minute shopping during lunch break), so as we were in the store, I had to ask "so were the feelings you expressed to me real?" As he just said one day I am not good company today and started to tell me about a relationship he had with someone that broke up his family and everytime he starts to feel for someone he runs. Well he ran and I never had an opportunity to ask any questions. Not that it would have mattered.
His response was yes they were, I think they were, I dont want to talk about the past and I said do you know how hard it is for me to be standing here talking to you. He said I have too many issues. I never thought it was me, but was very confused when it happened as he wanted to spend every blesses moment with me, traveled for business over seas and called me 24/7 saying I miss you. The two days later it was done...
So here I am with a heavy heart again....Will the sadness go away, I wasnt completly over him and now I feel the pain as if it just happened again. With the holidays right here, it makes it worse.
I want to feel good again....will I?

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Yeah, tell me about it! I met this guy at work last year. He would come up to my office and talk. We talked about a lot of things. He liked me and I liked him. Then August came and he told me that he was leaving his job because he was moving away, so he asked me for my e-mail address. I gave it to him and saw him for the last time on a Friday. That was the last time I saw him. I kept checking my e-mail in the weeks after he left, but I didn't see anything. The jerk never wrote me. So you can imagine how upset and angry I was. Well, a few days ago, I hear from my friend (who had hired him as a tutor at my office in the first place) and she tells me that he's back now, working at a Sylvan Learning Center. So what happened with him? I have no idea, but he seems to be a guy who doesn't know what he wants. He can't commit to anything OR anyone.
Anyhow, I'm over him now and I never want to see him again. What a loser!
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