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|Wed, 07-16-2003 - 2:21pm|
I have realized lately that I have some real issues that I wasn't aware of. I can't think of a single marriage that I have seen that has worked. My parents, my uncles, aunts, sister, etc. have all gotten divorced or are in unhappy marriages. I'm also realizing that I am absolutely terrified of committment because I don't want to make a mistake like so many of my relatives have. I realized this when I went to book our flight to Florida, and actually giving the credit card number was very difficult for me. The only thing that was going through my mind was what if something happens and this flight is a mistake and I should have done something else? I think I'm the same way with relationships. Although I want to be married eventually, I can't imagine actually going through with it. To me marriage is forever, and forever is so uncertain.
I'm beginning to think I'm just really screwed up.