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|Wed, 01-01-2014 - 1:51pm|
I don't really believe in them because I always break them but every year I make at least one just for the fun of it. Resolutions for 2014 are:
#1 (this one I make every year but always fail) Quit Smoking
#2 Once I quit smoking....exersise more
#3 Bite my tongue at work....bad habit of saying what I think about company policies and the overall crappy way our company is ran
#4 Not giving MB the satisfaction that he gets to me
#5 To accomplish #4 I need to date more
Speaking of dates.....my date on Sunday was not bad. Nice guy, good conversation, but unfortunately the attraction is not there on my side. He would like to go out again and I may just to see after if I feel it could ever be anything more. Not looking for anything more at this moment but I also don't want to waste time for either one of us. Been talking with another guy and we are going to try and meet up after work either tomorrow or Friday. Another nice guy with whom I had a good telephone conversation with.
And speaking of MB we talked two times Monday, both conversations lasting 2 hours. Don't know how we have so much to talk about but we do. But during the last call he was pretty drunk and said some things that kind of ticked me off and he kept talking about his ex gf so I gave it back and started about my dates but he obviously did not like that and would immediately change the topic. He actually called me this morning to see if I was mad because I didn't make any contact with him yesterday and he remembers "pushing my buttons". I felt like asking him why he does that but to accomplish #4 above I just said I wasn't mad and pretty much had ignored everything he was saying during the call. No sense giving him the satisfaction that he did push my buttons. A definite step in the right direction for me.
2014.....a promising New Year, or another let down? Time will tell.