Self-Doubt
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Self-Doubt
| Fri, 12-08-2006 - 10:00pm |
Yesterday I wrote about how I love and hate the burning sensation that you get when you see your crush. I have always wanted the feeling, but at the same time I hate it since it is so overwhelming. Now that I have some time to reflect on it, I feel so stupid for saying that the sensation is too overwhelming. Rather, it is my self-doubt that calls it overwhelming. I was so stupid to be led to think that it is difficult and stressful to embrace such feeling. Instead, it is unnatural to not embrace it!
Hopefully the next time I see the girl, I can remember that the burning sensation is not overwhelming and that I can handle it .... I am sorry for rambling so much recently, but I find the experience cathartic.

You don't have to worry about rambling here. I do it all the time : )
I think it's wonderful that you are learning to embrace your feelings.
"Anyway, he has a lovely smile and i dont think i would find him as attractive as i do if it wasnt for his cheeky grin and eyecontact."
You are telling me exactly what I want to hear, LOL ....
Okay. Time for my lecture.
I really think you need to grow a set and say hi to her.