Single for 2 more months...
I'm about to get married in a couple of months and I just sometimes find myself thinking what it would be like to be single again. I don't necessarily like the "single" lifestyle all the time but when I go out w/ girlfriends I find myself looking at other guys and flirting a little. I like the attention but when if they actually approach me I get uncomfortable and turn cold. I don't want to be w/ anyone else. Before this man and the boyfriend I had before him, I partied a lot. My girl friend and I went out evey Saturday and had a blast!! We went to the same bars and had a core group of people we'd hang out with. She and I always seemed to meet guys and have fun. Then I began to not enjoy going out like that and I guess I started settling down. My fiance is amazing and does not mind at all if/when I spend time w/ the girls. I just got back from Vegas w/ my friend and we had an amazing time. I hadn't spent much time w/ her in months so this was perfect. When I was there I just really let loose and we went all out. The memories I have of that trip are incredible.
Sometimes I see my single friends out talking to guys and wanting to meet them. I also know that I meet people very easily and could date a lot if I wanted to. But I don't, that's the thing. I guess I'm just confused or maybe feeling like b/c I'm getting married I shouldn't want to see what it's like on the other side. I already know but I like the attention from time to time. Can anyone relate?????