Thanks everyone (m)

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Registered: 03-26-2003
Thanks everyone (m)
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Wed, 09-17-2003 - 11:25am
I am still feeling quite sad, but I read your posts for support. I am in therapy twice a week. I am going to the docs to get a complete checkup which I am nervous about. I know everything will be fine, but it's very scary out there.

I fluctuate the last few days if I did make the right decision. I am on my period right now & very emotional. I have been really doing a lot of soul-searching. I am very scared right now. I am scared to be alone, scared about a lot of "what-ifs", feel like I am losing it too at times. I cared a lot for this person, but he didn't want to try. I wonder at times if my expectations were unrealistic.

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Registered: 03-20-2003
Wed, 09-17-2003 - 12:20pm
Ahh...you're feeling lonely, and that's making you wonder if you made the right decision. Based on what you told us, I think you DID make the right one. Stay strong and give it some time. After awhile, you'll look back and know that what you did was right.

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Registered: 03-26-2003
Wed, 09-17-2003 - 7:25pm
Well, I hope you start to find your peace soon. I can't understand what you are so afraid of? Is being alone not better than being unhappy? Think about all the freedom you have and use it. Make a life for yourself that will give you the security/comfort/happiness that you require and desire. Don't be afraid. You are not alone.

Bright Blessings,

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