Why must I represent for the singles yet again?!!!
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|Thu, 08-23-2012 - 3:13pm|
I just need to vent. My friend's birthday party is this weekend and I thought she was doing girls only. No she's doing couples. Her husband, all their married friends, and another of our engaged couple friends! Who's the odd, always single man out? Me of course!
I'm so sick of this! Why do I always have to freaking carry the single cross? I'm ready to put it down. Even Jesus had someone come along to help him carry his cross on the way to calvary. I've been the single one so many times (from college, to newly working girl, to more established woman, to 40 in 60 or so days) and I'M SICK OF IT! Why is it so hard for me to meet someone who can actually be in a relationship? The one guy I would ask to go with me of course, has to be working out of state for two months and he's nowhere near here so I've got to put on the brave face (I, of course will look flawless doing it) and smile while all the couples talk about their couple stuff and dance together.
I'm trying to tell myself that I'll be free to mingle and meet all kinds of men, but the fact is, there are never any there to meet. I guess I'll entertain myself chatting up some loser or gay dude. I HATE THIS GARBAGE!