Why so insecure?
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|Thu, 05-01-2003 - 11:08am|
Last night, he finally PLANNED the date. Exactly what I wanted, right? Well...he did NOT even kiss me goodnight! And I was planning on trying for a little more this time! Did he know? Unbelievable. I am so disappointed.
So do I confront him on the physical contact stuff? I don't want to push him - obviously he is NO where near ready since he doesn't respond to my touches and never initiates them. He only laughs when I talk about sex and tells me "I'm bad". But I figure, I gotta get me comfortable talking about that stuff - if we are ever going to get there :)
I am feeling so incredibly attracted/interested/invested in this guy - that its almost painful not to express it the only way I know how. Physically. Honestly, last night when he didn't kiss - I almost felt tears welling up!!!!! ME! Is that not crazy?
But I can't help thinking - after 2 mths - this is unreasonable. Maybe he just doesn't feel the same way I do. Maybe I am wasting my time...