Honey, slow down....you are way too hard on yourself. I am in the middle of a divorce, my second, and I am so at peace with it. I thought that after being single for 27 years (raising my daughter alone) that I was ready. When I first met my soon to be ex, I felt that he was, and is, a nice guy. But I was totally not attracted to him. He kept bugging me and we started to have coffee and just hang out as friends. Before I really knew it, I was engaged and married in six months. Right before him I had just broken an engagement with someone who I was totally attracted to and had great fun with. He had some issues with how much wine to drink in one day is appropriate and really weird sexual ideas. I moved way too fast. I told my soon to be ex that I just want to
Thanks for that!