Woke up this morning...
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| Wed, 04-26-2006 - 1:48pm |
I woke up this morning and I dont know what it is today but I just felt like giving the entire world the finger and telling it to go to hell.
I am just sick of worrying about dumb crap and whining and worrying and being the little jerk that I am. I said no to using those stupid steriods and I decided not to call that girl and I am sick of worrying about this stuff that is nothing but a waste of time. People in the world are starving, and going poor and dying of cancer or AIDS and Im sitting here saying "ohhh, I think I should use steriods because I have it so hard not being built" or "ohhh, does she like me? doesnt she like me?, what should I do?" I read my posts this morning and realize how dumb I sound.
Screw steriods, screw that girl, screw my anxiety, screw my whining insecure crap.
Ok I am done...

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Several of your posts remind me of a few friends I have.
The first friend (and I use that word "friend" very loosely) has a VERY low opinion of himself. He had a thing for me for a while, but I just wasn't interested in him, mainly because of his attitude. Now, I'm not overly full of confidence myself, but geeze - HE was Mr. Negative and it was such a turn-off. If a girl didn't like him, it was because "girls only like guys who wear gold chains and drive Corvettes." It was ALWAYS because of something else - he didn't have enough money, he wasn't muscular enough, he wasn't this or that enough - but the fact of the matter was he was so NEGATIVE that no woman in her right mind would want to go out with him.
My other friend is so lonely and thinks so lowly of himself that he's waiting for someone to come along and save him from himself. He's one of those people who thinks he's only going to be happy if he's in a relationship. And then when he does meet someone, he drives the other person away. He's too needy. And he doesn't have a life of his own.
I'm not saying you're quite to these extremes because you sound a little better than these guys, but this is what's killing these two guys I know. And some of your posts remind me of them.
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