Alright Pac- where's our update????

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Alright Pac- where's our update????
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Fri, 06-13-2008 - 10:42pm
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Sat, 06-14-2008 - 10:55pm
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Sun, 06-15-2008 - 10:54pm
Spill it lady!!!
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Mon, 06-16-2008 - 1:30am

Oh ladies....how I WISH I had something more exciting to write!


New crush did not show up for Disc golf Friday (he was going to try). I was sorta disappointed especially after Alison got my mind wandering, LOL! So then I thought maybe he would show up for today's round but nope. He's pretty new at the course and only shows up once in a while there. But he does bowl Thursday nights so I'll see him then if not sooner. I was so psyched up to run into him this weekend. Oh well!


DD spent the weekend with a friend so I went to a party Saturday night with BE. I felt distant to BE, sort of detached. The party was horrible...I felt out of place (it was for the brother of BE's best friend), it was really late when we got there, and some guy there was drunk hitting on me, was totally lewd and obnoxious. I finally said to BE I'm really uncomfortable so we left. BE did not want to make a scene with the guy so we just said our good byes and called it a night.


DD's ballet recital was so beautiful! I am so proud of her. I will post pictures very soon.


Thanks for asking about my update...I sooo wanted to deliver juicer news!! (well maybe soon;o)


~Pacific~
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Mon, 06-16-2008 - 11:52am

"I felt distant to BE, sort of detached."


Maybe that's because your time in BE's life is done, you've done what was needed to get him onto a better road and it's time to move on.


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Mon, 06-16-2008 - 12:06pm

Thanks, Alison..


Last night I started to feel grief, some sadness over what feels like a loss of connection. Maybe you are right and I am moving away from BE. I mean, look how easy it was for me to have my mind elsewhere. The thing is, and I'm not trying to paint over the issues but BE is actually a sunny warm soul, its just that he is sunny and warm in too many places...his life seems to be directed by outside influences so much.


LOL, your posts on Friday had me looking forward to seeing new crush. I'm still looking forward to next time!


~Pacific~
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Mon, 06-16-2008 - 12:14pm

How anti-climatic for us and I'm sure much more frustrating for you considering the thread before.

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Registered: 09-11-2007
Mon, 06-16-2008 - 12:52pm

I'm away for a few days, and look what I missed!!!

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Mon, 06-16-2008 - 1:13pm
Yeah, tell us what he looks like! We need something to keep us going until Thursday! Does he have a myspace page that we can peek at?? LOL!!
Steph
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Mon, 06-16-2008 - 1:21pm

Hi Moon!! Been thinkin about you. How was your weekend? Did SEV and your dad have good a good Dad's day?


OK about new crush guy. Here's the skinny: I actually met him weeks ago and did not even notice him in "that" way....probably because for one, I was so wrapped up in BE drama, and also because (get this) he used to have a longish goatee style beard (ewwwww!) and so I literally never even gave him another look. Well....my friend Cindy told him about a week ago...Dude, you gotta shave that thing. I'm sorry but women are NOT going to give you a second look with that animal living on your chin. LOL! Can you imagine? Well, he took that to heart and he shaved it. I noticed him right away last Thursday... Suddenly I could see his (adorable) face and he is so cute. He's tall-ish (about 5-10) and average/lean body. He is 41 but has salt and pepper hair already..which I find strangely attractive.

~Pacific~
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Mon, 06-16-2008 - 1:25pm

hehe...see above post to Moon, Steph.


If it wasn't too long I'd nickname him "really cute after shaving the animal off his face guy" LOL!!!! I guess I'll just stick with New Crush.

~Pacific~
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