Argh, I'm so tired of the drama with ex
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| Mon, 11-01-2004 - 3:28pm |
So yesterday I got a call from ex's brother, who lives in another state, because he wanted to find out if I knew what hospital ex was in (he didn't tell his brother why he was there and his brother assumed he was in for treatment)and he wanted to make sure they did a suicide watch because he'd called him to tell him that he'd lost dd forever and was going to kill himself and wanted to say goodbye. He told his brother a completely different lie about what had happened the Sat I'd written about in the other post. And this morning dh said that he'd left a message on his voicemail over the weekend that he was going to commit suicide and please don't tell dd afterward how he died because children of parents that commit suicide are more likely to do that themselves. I was so angry. I know it sounds cold to be angry rather than worried but for one I believe it's more just trying to get sympathy and two, that to me just tells you how little he cares about dd, that he is aware how traumatic that would be but doesn't care enough to get himself straight. ARGH.
And I was especially irritated because I woke up feeling so good about the world, we got our first snowfall, dd was just great this morning and my mood definitely fell from there. Speaking of which I should stop venting or my lunch hour here will be over before I get all my errands done.

I'm sorry you are going through this.
Kim