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| Mon, 10-06-2008 - 1:47pm |
Way, way too long of a post. Sorry in advance.
I wanted to post a bit about this weekend. It felt a bit turbulent to me. Sometimes I don't know when I am over reacting. So I'll write the facts and how it made me feel.
Thursday night was beautiful. It was the evening where BE and I sat and enjoyed the fall evening sky. It was magical! Friday after work we went to disc golf. I had a friend there too, and so when BE hinted that he would like to go play a round with the boys I said no problem. I was happy play a round with my friend and he was pleased that I had no problem with that at all. That night we got home and we were getting ready for the Jackson Brown concert.
The concert was in the Arlington Theatre..it a small venue and its classy enough that wearing a dress fits the atmosphere. I wore a black dress that I felt good in, got dolled up, and I admit I was hoping for BE to compliment me but he didn't. He was acting kind of juvenile all night, sort of treating me like a 6th grade buddy, poking fun, teasing. I was hoping to be "courted" as silly as that sounds. We've been together almost two years and now living together but I was disappointed that he wasnt acting like he was dating me. I even "fished" for a compliment twice which is so unlike me! Both times he did not say I looked anything other than "cool" when I prompted him.
We got to the concert (which was great by the way. Oh and we saw Jeff Bridges in the balcony also!) and during intermission we went to the patio for a drink. I don't know what possessed him to say this but he stepped back, looked me over and said "I think comparatively speaking you look good. I'd definitely put you in the top 10."

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Gotta tell ya, you had some awesome insight regarding the post, but WE GOTTA HAVE SOME FUN! LOL!
Good Morning, Sweetie.
Hey Isys,
Thanks for that input. What you said makes perfect sense. He does need his space, just like I do sometimes. Over the past couple weeks I've been too consumed with the move in to go out with any friends or do anything solo, really. I do need to back off sometimes!
I had to LOL about the jacket comment!! I would have stewed at first too! It would have ticked me off...but I love how you and EG could laugh at that in the end. Sometimes I need to lighten up, too :o)
Hey you!
BE and I are doing fine. It amazes me how close we get and how we seem to understand one another even more after little things like that. There's a song somewhere that says it's always darkest before the dawn, and thats so true!
I was WAITING for your update yesterday sister! But I know you are just getting settled back in from an exausting weekend. Just wondering how it all went. Do tell!!!!!! (new post? hint hint!)
his male "princess tantrums"
ROFLMAO!! I love that term!
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