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| Mon, 05-07-2007 - 12:06pm |
So I've decided to rest on this whole dating idea. The minute I stopped thinking about boys (haven't met any real men yet) things in my life started coming together. I want a new job...got an interview with a great company...wanted a rare breed kitten, found one the next day (didn't take it because it was to skiddish)....wanted a new car, my battery died and in the process of waiting to get jumped cleaned the whole thing out, got a brand new battery and the car looks and runs just like new....wanted to get my life organized and the Verizon guy erased all my contacts so now I only have the really important people's phone numbers and I'm not going to even worry about the rest. If I need these people in my life then they will call me :)
I'm taking even the crap things like cars breaking down and losing ALL my numbers as signs that I just need to get my sh*t together! However, I'm still acting a little juvenile as far as boys go....went out with my friends on Friday and made out with a boy who gave me a hickie....GROSSSS! I HATE hickeys!! It STILL won't go away...3 days later! It was fun and I guess I kind of enjoyed it when the XH pointed to my neck and said,"Looks like you had fun."
I don't think I'm ready for a relationship in any way, shape or form but I really miss having one. How do you balance the missing of having someone who you're close to with the reality that you're not ready??

"How do you balance the missing of having someone who you're close to with the reality that you're not ready??"
I think you just have to stay as busy as you can - busy is always a good distraction.
Your hickey story is quite funny!! That is a point for you to get one and have your exh see it!! LOL!!
Sorry to hear about the hassles with the car - keep us posted on your interview!