Eeek are those real feelings creeping in

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Registered: 03-11-2004
Eeek are those real feelings creeping in
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Wed, 12-10-2008 - 11:09am

So Mr. M popped in last night for a bit (umm Rebecca not that way, dang period this week...ugghh) and brought some papers to grade. We sat there and talked while I got some paperwork of my own filled out and then when we finished we retired to the hanky-panky suite and had a touch of a roll in the hay. We've mostly been cuddling and talking and guess what, I like him. You know more than friends with bennis feelings. Hes really funny very smart and really not just all about himself. Like i said in my other post i think i was so obsessed with having him make up for 6 years of damage from CP that i wasnt really giving him a chance. So heres the dilemma...i think i have feelings for him. Like the kind if it didnt work out I would honestly be hurt. Am i up for that? We wants to do more and talks about spending time with DD (which i have stood my ground as a big fat NO...shes not to be involved until im sure we have "potential"), he wants to take me to dinner (really cant afford a sitter right now), wants to got to the towns tree lighting...So now what?? What do you do with all the new feelings that youve tried to avoid having for so long???


M


Guess Im just a bit giddy and a bit scared...but

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Registered: 03-11-2004
Thu, 12-11-2008 - 2:38pm
LOL yeah..cheeky huh??? I went and dug out my old police cd with "our" song...Im such a dork! I had this huge flush of hormones rush back. I swear i can remember all of it. He still looks GOOD though and a great set of cheeks...He just emailed me and asked if we could do something sat night...ive suddenly got a case of the OH SH**S...you knwo like eating in front of him, eating something bland so i dont burp at him, um eating something white so i dont spill something red on myself, the OMG i only have granny panties and my cheeks dont stay up for thongs anymore...get it? UGGHH is it all worth it? LOL
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Registered: 09-11-2007
Thu, 12-11-2008 - 2:44pm

UGGHH is it all worth it?


Yes, M'am!!!

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Registered: 03-11-2004
Thu, 12-11-2008 - 2:46pm
Thanks Moon...Im starting to think it might just be.

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