Feeling Okay

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Registered: 04-21-2003
Feeling Okay
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Fri, 04-13-2007 - 10:55am

I don't know what is in store for Shane and me, but I feel okay. I had a bad nightmare last night about things, but I know it was just that....a dream. As scared as I am about what could happen, I know that I must be strong and go on for myself and my kids because we all deserve that. Shane is a good man, he just has issues to resolve. I honestly hope he does that before it's too late. I am strong-willed and will maintain my love for him, but I cannot and will not wait forever. He knows he is the great love of my life and that no one will ever be to me what he is, and I know the same for myself, but sometimes love just isn't enough.

~Mel~

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Registered: 05-13-2005
In reply to: lissa91
Fri, 04-13-2007 - 11:15am

This is a good summary. When do you go to see your counselor - I remember you mentioning that in your earlier post - I think you said next week? Keep us posted.

Do you guys have anything good planned for this weekend?

Hugs to the kids - it is good to have you back to visit us.

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Registered: 04-21-2003
In reply to: lissa91
Fri, 04-13-2007 - 1:52pm

I will go Wednesday in the morning. I posted at the CoDependents board because I think I have no identity without him. I moved here away from everyone I know and got lost with no friends or anything. I now have a job, but that is about it. No life otherwise. Just kids activities and that just isn't satisfying. I feel like I need him and I hate feeling like that. SO counseling will be good for me. I'm ready.

~Mel~

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