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| Sat, 10-11-2008 - 10:02pm |
well, i learned some lessons... hopefully i will grow personally from them all.... I feel totally out of the game.... not having a "going out" sitter has me depressed... I guess there are some disadvantages to becoming an extrovert... i feed off of other people and sharing joy... and now this isolation has me feeling very drained. :(
as for MM, i don't know where things stand. i've backed off but don't want to "look" like i've back off, ya know. he sent me an email this morning with links to a bunch of songs. he said, so that i have something to do while i'm bored. And he just called me too. wow, that surprised me. I didn't think i was going to hear from him this weekend. It went to voice mail unfortunately... i guess i'll call back after the children are in bed...
i've told myself that yesterdays talk was by no means a "break up" talk and i haven't over thought it... but felt today a little bitter. which isn't a good thing. feel like whether it's the hot guy or the nice guy... being a single mom complicates things... i know everyone on this board can relate.
i was sooo depressed that i actually sought validation from the ex (the first ex not the second

Hi LB,
thanks for reminding me about HOPE and FAITH.
faith : the evidence of things unseen and the certainty of things hoped for...
faith, hope and love: and the greatest of these is love.
the faith of a mustard seed can move mountains.
I believe,
Loonybunny