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Happy Friday!!!!
| Fri, 05-02-2008 - 8:07pm |
I'm excited about the weekend.... seeing TG tonight... VERY excited about that...
went to the hair salon today and got my bangs trimmed and took off the bad ends.... i think my hair looks good again.... The hair salon person is a new friend of mine... we talked about her new boyfriend and my new boyfriend.. she has a couple single friends that i can introduce to TG's single friends..... i'm excited about that...
Last night, when i chose a girls night out instead of seeing TG, i was nervous about how he'd react... would he be cool with it or jealous. He'll make a small comment or two

It's okay to jump...you have wings!
To move forward...you have to stop looking back.
"i was nervous about how he'd react... would he be cool with it or jealous."
Oh honey, you were really worked over by your ex, weren't you?
>>Oh honey, you were really worked over by your ex, weren't you?<<
YES!!!! and like that paula cole songs say... "i'm scared as h*ll but i know there's something better... i know there's something better!" (from "Me")
Like i said, i'm trying REALLY hard to actually HEAR what TG is trying to tell me...... but more importantly what he shows me.... only after getting over every hurdle and seeing that TG will in fact act or react differently than the ex.. will i start to let go.... But i'm extremely scared of letting go....
TG said, he's happy if i'm happy..... how sweet! and when i told him about the abusive ex, he only wished he had met before that ex... that i wouldn't have had to go thru what i went thru...
But he's been thru heartache too... he said his last couple girlfriends cheated on him and he has a hard time trusting.... but i promised him , i will not lie... if i'm not happy i will tell him straight up... i won't be passive aggressive... my plan is to be honest!!!!! I told him i would break up with him
Sounds great communication and connection so far.
Happy 4 week anniversary!
Mark
We're fools whether we dance or not, so we might as well dance. ~Japanese Proverb
Loony, it's only been