Has my prince come???
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| Mon, 03-10-2008 - 9:41am |
Ok so its just an update on the prince but its a doosey...He called last night (not home yet) and they are wrapping up this trip. SO the boys all went out for dinner last night and had a few to many cocktails and he was feeling NO PAIN let me tall ya. It didnt annoy me either which is a shocker when carrot pants drank I couldnt stand to be near him...maybe because he wasnt a nice drunk, hed often pick on me and make fun of me. On his birthday he told the bartender he wanted to go home with her and leave me in the bar...i laughed and said what would a 21 year old girl want with you...didnt that come back to haunt me LOL Any way back to the prince he said we've got some things to discuss when i get home. I said like what? He said like us and I stopped him and said im a package now. And he said yes I know and I said along with some baggage thats a real scumbag sometimes...he said i know that too. So i felt really good on that one. Then he put one of the guys on the phone and he said Hi melissa...Ive heard alot about you. I hear youre quite beautiful...can I telll you I felt like I was back in high school..LOL So the prince got back on and we proceeded to say good night and I told him to call me tomorrow and he said ok...I miss you sooo much and I love you. GAAHHHH WHAT WHAT WHAT...I played it cool and said ok just be safe tonight and call me tomorrow.
So while Im flattered and know he was feeling pretty good it still struck me. It wasnt in a good way either..it was in a holy crap im scared to death way am I ready for a relationship? Am i ready to expose

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Yes Yoda...Im going to be very cautious on this one. I also think its time for me to LET GO of all the other stuff and move on with my life. You all the other stuff doesnt get to me except when MrLoser is ranting at me in his pajamas scracthing himself (its pretty funny really...i just want to yell out yeah I could never find it either carrot pants) Other than that I dont dwell anymore. Im not at the feeling sorry for myself stage anymore...ive moved into disgusted and then next will be indifferent. Im thinking I can move to indifferent with or without someone at my side. If that someone is the prince then its that much better. I knwo what your saying about introducing dd to him. I wouldnt do that to her believe me. My mom was a single mom and know what it does to kids...went through my fair share of aladdins as a child. You know...hes sort of like my Forest (like in Gump...only not simple). We've always loved each other and if it works then its a blessing and if we are meant to be just friends then he'll be my best friend until the day i die...but I will be going slow I promise
Hmmmm....and pants are crucial LOL!
As for the prince......He likes you, he gets you, he appreciates you. I dunno...I have to think that he just might be what the doctor ordered for right now.
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Thanks Moon. You know I was thinking the same thing last night. Actually I got a call from my DD daycare yesterday to come get her she was a bit sick. Apparently she vomited at lunch time so I flew out of the office in a panic to scoop her up and get her ANY necessary medical treatment. You know fly her by helicopter to the nearest trauma center (can you tell Ima a first time mommy???I swear I tell myself Im off my rocker all the time). Shes a shoveler...you know she just shovels it in. Shes a very healthy eater LOL So I think she choked and it came back up with the rest of it...EWWWWW glad it was at daycare. LOL Shes fine now and we are working on slow SMALL bites. ANYWHOOOO My mom stopped by with a HUGE package for me. Yup from the prince. While he was in the Bahamas for work he went shopping and bought out half of the island...for my DD. There was a book, a stuffed shark (she loves sharks...I think because they have the eating thing in common), a shirt, a little purse, a stuffed monkey. I couldnt believe it. Gave me a warm fuzzy feeling especially after we had the talk about me being a package now. And before anyone thinks he went shopping after the talk...he got
That was SOOO sweet of him.
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