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| Fri, 05-13-2005 - 7:24pm |
I didn't think he would, but I thought he might. I told him when he left last Saturday that I needed to be alone for now, that I would want to see him but I can't. But from his perspective (apparently) there is no reason we have to stop seeing each other. He wants to see me, I want to see him. That's how we've stayed together thus far. I can't fault him for wanting to see me, we really are good together.
Thank goodness my friend is coming into town tonight. It was so much easier to say "I want to see you but I just can't, and anyways I have to pick my friend up at the airport in a few hours." I have to stay strong if he calls in a few days after she's gone. I know I can do it. But it's so hard. I do want to see him, I am glad he wants to see me. I also know I want that future and committment and he can't give me that.
THIS IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I had just downed 4-5 chocolate oreo-type cookies and 1/3 of a bag of potato chips right before he called. Now I feel like I'm going to barf.
Edited 5/13/2005 7:28 pm ET ET by firstamendment


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