I am such an OLD slacker
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| Sun, 09-28-2008 - 9:00pm |
So I have been getting winks and emails and even a call here and there and I have ignored all for the past week. What does that say about me???? I want to move forward; I really do but it is a very difficult step to take (at least for me) So tonight, I kicked my own butt and responded to the men that held some sort of interest. Amazingly, they all still show some level of interest. I did apologize for my poor behavior ( not responding for a week)
I do see potential; I am just scared because I know once I move on everything changes... BIG STEP!!! I keep asking myself did I really make every effort with my son's father. But I started reading a new book today "the yummy mummy" and i can so see myself in this character. I just started the book so I don't know how it works out for her but it really has me thinking when is my time? when do I regain control? Why am I not being the glamorous Mom I know I shoud be?
I thank you laidies for encouragement but realize I am not so strong and just may need you to call me on it every now and then. Afterall, it is for my own good....I can see it; it just gets blurred sometimes.
